Tuesday, March 16, 2010

The Sun & The Moon

The moon always shines brightly.
Though he is shy, he still shines through the night.

The sun...
Well she is always awake...
Though, she sometimes cannot handle everything.

It's constant clock work.

Hour to hour

Day to day

They work without the slightest knowledge of each other.
Until there is an eclipse.

The sun meets the moon.
And they fall in love.

The eclipse ends but the sun does not forget the moon.
The moon doesn't forget the sun either.

Their worlds collide in that one single moment...
That short period is worth every second.

They dance.
They laugh.
They sing.
They kiss.

Anything, to make that moment last.

If you look into the sky, and you see that beautiful moon...

Remember that the sun will always love the moon.

Not matter how close or how far away he is...

The sun shines just as bright as the moon does.
No one is better, no one is worse.

But they can either live in perfect harmony or in perfect agony.

Is it better to forget or to remember?

Memories are always meant to be made.

The sun, she doesn't forget that beautiful moon....
She dances in his light...
Dreaming dreamings and wishing wishes...
Learning lessons and learning of life.
Someday the moon and sun will meet once more,
to make another memory and to share another dance.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Weather Predictions

I look out my window and look beyond the sea in the sky.
I don't know what is out there, but I'm willing to explore.

Someone once told me, that we have find ourselves before we can find someone else.
But what if we find someone who can help us on our journey?

Chances are, this adventure will be memorable.
Chances are, something good will come of this...

The sun will always be shining somewhere.
And if my weather predictions are correct,
my heart will always be full of light.

I sometimes find myself drowning in that sea of dreams.
Forever to missed by the strangers floating above me.

But I'm not afraid.

The sea still tosses and turns me,
although I wish it would be softer...
I'm fine with where ever it will take me.

I'm still finding myself...

So here I drown,
in this sea of dreams once more.

Monday, March 8, 2010

The Attention of a Stranger

It was never ever about me, it was always about her.
I would die just for your attention.
18 years later and here we are...

I pray every day that things will change.
In the end, I'm left heart broken because it hasn't changed one bit.

I'm your first daughter and yet you give me the attention
of a complete stranger.

I wish you would just one time sit down and listen.
I scream and no words come out.

I cry but no tears hit the surface.
You're supposed to be there for me.

You never were.

I search my mind for why you don't love me as much as you love her.

She was always your first priority.

The ONE time I need help.
This one fucking time, and you won't help me because it wastes your time.

I can't even call you a dad anymore...

All you do is get my hopes up and shatter them into pieces.
Let's face facts...

I never was the perfect daughter...
But you don't always have to show me my flaws.

I'm tired.
I'm really tired of waiting for some "dad" to come pick me up
and tell me he cares about me and loves me.

You say the words I love you, but I don't even believe you mean them anymore.

When I needed you, you weren't there.
I was falling daddy.
And you weren't there to catch me.
I was scared.
And you weren't there to save me.

I don't even have enough courage to say these things to you...
And I don't know why.

You'll never see the beauty I have...
Because you never even look.


Thursday, March 4, 2010

The Chase Begins

I am the wild thing.
The thing you dream of catching but
have had many failing attempts.

Maybe one day I will stop running.
Maybe one day I will give myself to you.

But for now, we play the chase game.

Which, I have always won.
You are a different kind of hunter though.

As I look at you, it's like looking in the mirror.
I see myself in your personality and opinions.

Still, I am the one running and you are the one chasing.

Please don't stop.

Maybe it's time to tame the beast in which you seek.
Or time to kill it all together.

You're doing a good job at slowing me down.

My mind is still running waiting for you to catch it.
But my heart is slowing down ready for you to take it.

We just need to slow down.

Here we are...

Two people who have just met,
but feel like we have known each other for a life time.

I'm so nervous right now.
Because I will be seeing you again soon.

Our list grows every day.
But I love it.

Every moment of it.


Monday, March 1, 2010

And in His Eyes I Found Myself

I can stand here for as long as you want me to.
I'll wait...
The stars tell us how close we really are.


Every breath fades into the night sky.
And I'll watch it disappear.
Somewhere, anywhere...


You're so close yet so far.
And if I could reach the nearest star,
I would kiss it and send it your way.


I see you as someone new.
Someone who could show me more beauty in this world
than I have discovered myself.


I'm ready to find the meaning to life...
Which is more than what meets us face to face.
If we looked beyond the horizon we could see more than we want to.

Let's have our first dance.
Because we both know we can.

Let's sing to each other.
Because we both need it.

Let's end this night with one beautiful kiss.
Because we both want it.