Wait For Me

Sometimes I wonder if I have lost all sense of being.
I used to be someone.
I think...
But now, I'm only someone to me.

That I know of.
But where is my knight in shining armor?
Can't he come save me from reality?

Never.
He can only bring it to me.

But I wonder where he is.

Is he close?
Or far?

I wonder what he looks like.
What he sounds like...

Fate.

Maybe that is what is keeping me from a relationship.
Maybe I'm supposed to wait if I want to fall in love.

I'm nervous, excited, anxious...

And I'm really wondering what love is like.

Could it be an ever lasting experience?
Or a fling?

Who knows.

But I feel like I'm ready for love.
I don't know why.

Maybe because everyone around me has someone.

And I have no one but myself.
For now...

Yet again I play the waiting game...