Sunday, October 25, 2009

Unexisting Fairy Tale

Maybe it's just not my time...
If you read these...
Can't you tell how I feel?

Like I'm lost in a world full of beauty and heart break.
I'm disappointed but at the same time... relieved.
Though I can't make someone happy right now,
I can make myself happy.
I guess...


I've kinda lost the natural instinct for it.
Just having someone there makes me feel so beautiful.
Without it, I'm back to being the girl with the nameless face.
No bright eyes.
No smile.
Nothing...

Some things I wish I didn't know...
Because not only did it make me think I had a single chance,
but I lost hope.
In the beat of a heart I lost what I thought I wanted.

Will my time ever come?
Or will I be someone praying for it to rain in the middle of a drought?
Wishing for something that will never come...
Dreaming for a fairy tale that doesn't even exists...
Hoping for someone to fall in love with me...

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