There's a Pink Elephant in the Room

I still feel like there is something else you are not telling me.
Like there's this big pink elephant in the room.
And only you and I can see him.

You don't tell me he is there.
You think I don't notice.
But I do.

Just tell me.
I'm here to listen.
I'm your best friend...

So please just tell me what is going on.
I feel like there is something more here.
Just like that pink elephant.

He's huge but quiet.
And you just ignore him.
But I want to know.

And I want to know now.
So if anything is wrong...
I can fix it.

I may be petite,
but I can do so much more than you think I can.
So let me help you.

My best friend...
Who I love with all my heart.
Just tell me.

Please...

Periodic Table of Emotions

With a thought in my mind I took a chance.
I was wrong before.

Maybe I was looking too closely.
Maybe I wasn't looking close enough...


As people we can only take chances.
What do we have to lose?

Memories are always being made.
Laughter is always being shared.

Time can slow down or speed up in the blink of an eye...

I wonder what this will lead to.
But I'm not going to sit up and think about it...

Let chemistry be made.
And we'll see the solution we come up with.

I'm glad you made me smile.
I needed it.

It's so refreshing.
I love it.

Don't stop.
Don't speed up.

Just take your time.

Breaking Walls of Existence

We all fall at some point.
I just haven't gotten back up yet.

I'm inching towards recovery though.
A fall like that can leave cuts and bruises.

Inside and out.

The world is full of beautiful things.
But do we stop to really look at them?

People are just as beautiful.
But do we give every one of them a chance?

If only...

I wish someone would give me a chance...
Existence is so important to us all.

I feel like I am slowly fading from this world.
Or maybe I'm falling into a different one.

My smile isn't perfect...
But don't make that an excuse not to talk to me.

Don't make any excuses not to talk to me.
Or anyone for that matter.

Don't stop here.
Keep moving forward.

Glance back once and a while.
See where life took you.

One day I will have someone...
I don't need someone right now...

But it is just a want...
Why?

I love being with someone.
I love when they hold my hand.
Or when they surprise me.

I'm lonely right now but I'll live.
Because that is all we should do until the end.

I'm thinking of this time as being more time to explore myself.
You should do the same.

Love will come when you least expect it.
I'm trying not to expect anything...

I'm finding it a little tough but I can do it.
If we put our minds to something, we can do it.

Always.

Talking Mannequins

You won't find someone real if you continue to be fake.
I've seen your work.

The sweet talk, the phone calls, and pet names...
I don't fall for it though.

I know better...

But there are so many girls out there who believe you.
And everyday you break someone's heart.

How does that make you feel?
Why do you do this?

We live in a world full of plastic.
And you are just as stiff...

Your insecurities...
You hide them well.

But you cannot hide them on a photo well enough.
Just be yourself.

You shouldn't care what people think of you.
Because once you do stop caring...

People will notice.
And maybe love will come out of it.

What have you really got to lose?
We all fail but most of us get up and try again.

Believe in second chances.
But not thirds or fourths.

I was willing to help you.
You kept pushing me away though.

So I'm done...
Until you can prove to me that you want to be helped.

Now do something...

An Amazing Regret

Give this story a proper setting.
I'm wondering if you ever deserved a chance in the first place.

When it comes down to it...
Were we right?

Just a girl looking to love.
Just a boy looking to fuck.

Is that how it was suppose to play out?
Because that is how I see it.

You were someone at some time.
To me that is...

But your chances shattered.
And there are no replacements.

We live and we learn.
Just like we move forward and not backward.

Maybe one day you will see what you could have had.
And maybe one day you will regret some decisions.

But I'm not going to care anymore.
I tried and tried to make us something.

To be honest...
I really wanted us to be something.

Because I thought you were amazing.
Now...

I see you as the guy I couldn't help but like...
Who tore my heart into pieces..

And never put them back together like they do in the movies.
Reality is a bitch.

And I am the fool who liked someone who could never like me back.

Lost in a Language

Every moment seems so shocking.
My thoughts are running in circles.

Is this really her?
Or is she exploring herself more?

I know she is exploring other people more...
God...

I want to be a best friend.
And I want to help her.

But how do you help someone who doesn't want it?
Or thinks she doesn't need it?

Every word being spoken is kept.
And I'm still praying she will forgive me for this.

What happened to the girl I used to know?
The girl who I would laugh with and dance with.
The girl who made time to shop and have dinner with me.

Where did she go?
And will she ever come back?

Please I'm begging you in advance to forgive me.

You Lost Me at Hello

My wings are torn.
And I'm finding it difficult to fly away.

Maybe I'm not supposed to just yet...
I'm waiting for the rain and my wings to heal.

My last battle took me far and hurt me badly.

I'm willing to forgive.
But not willing to bring it up again.

You will never know that this is about you.
I pick and choose.

I pick my inspiration.
And I choose how to write it.

Plain and simple.
Easy as can be.

For now...
I'm waiting.

No longer for you though.
You lost me at hello.

I'm sorry things didn't work out.
Everything can't though...

That's why I'm just inching forward.
I'm cautious.

Once upon a time I was caged with fear.
Now...

Slowly, I find myself becoming adventourous.
More open and willing.

I can't forget you though.
At one time you were someone to me.

But now I just remember your face and your name.
Other than that, I don't know.

I choose not to know.
Just because I can.