But I'm not going to wait around for long.
You must choose.
You shouldn't have told me what you did.
Now I feel like I am just one of your options.
Your next Barbie doll being played with until there is a new one.
I couldn't sleep last night.
My mind is racing with questions and thoughts
I've never had before.
Reality has the last laugh.
The universe or mine that is...
Is falling into place.
I can't help this.
Apparently you can.
If you say such things to me.
Someone once told me love doesn't exist.
I wanted to show him he was wrong.
But I can't.
Now I'm starting to believe he was right.
He built up a wall and mine in the process.
I'm tired of trying to give someone my heart who doesn't want it.
It's such a waste...
Look right in front of you.
I was myself.
No one else.
And now I'm so scared...
I don't show the real me to just anyone.
The mask is going back on again.
Forever dreaming to take it off.
Forever wishing you would see the beauty from it.
Forever hoping you will want me.
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