I woke up this morning feeling different.
I somewhat know why, but I don't want to.
Decisions I made I shouldn't have done.
It kind of makes me sick to think about it.
It was never about being the center of attention....
It was about being understood on more than just one level...
So here I am...
Not knowing what I want anymore...
Not knowing what to think.
I lie here with this blank expression.
Debating between my mind and heart.
Judging on everything we had and have.
Trying to make some better decisions...
Not letting my mouth run on.
Not letting my body run on either.
You're someone who I think understands me...
You see my flaws and don't care I hope.
But we will see...
We always see...
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