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The emotion has been poured out of me...
My face is pale and my eyes look dull and gray.
My mind is shaking like it has been a martini.

A cancer that can't be cured...
Just played with.
The secrets are being unveiled.
We can just taste it.

But it is out of our reach.
It is out of our reach.

I can only wonder what the second turn is like...
If there is one.

I lie awake tonight wondering where my flaws played.
And where they had told my secrets.

Eyes will always hold the secrets no matter what.
Look deep into mine, you will see more than just tears.

If this moment ever passes us...
I only pray we move forward.

To see the light in front of us.
To breathe the sweetness of the salty breeze.

If only if only...

We could act upon our greediness.
We could replace our hopes with dreams.
We could be something we're not.

In hopes to find something better than this....