A Secret within a Secret

I'm questioning right and wrong.
I'm wonder if what I am doing will be right.

But I'm also wondering how she will react to this.
I want to save her.

I cannot live with the guilt if anything should happen.
She told me to keep this secret.

But this secret must be revealed.
Her life depends on it.
Even though she doesn't know it.

I'm praying that she will forgive me for
what I am about to do.

And in the end I hope she knows how much I love her.
Without my best friend I would be nothing.

There's crumbled up notebook paper
all around me.

Ideas are flowing.
And I can't find the words to say.

I must do this.
I care for her so much.

With tears in my eyes,
I will fight for her life.

Because there is no way
that I will let anything happen to her.

I pray to God...
Please let her know how much I love her.
And how much I care about her.

This situation is somewhat different than most...
But I'm ready to handle this.

Not only as a best friend,
but as an angel.

I'm protecting her.
Whether she wants me to or not.